I love my boy more than anything else in this world. He is the most beautiful thing in my eyes, and nothing can change that.
Grant was adopted by my brother and his wife, made official by the courts today. So even though I will always see him as my boy, he is theirs and will be blessed with a life full of opportunities, love, and happiness. I love Dave and Laura and know that this is what Heavenly Father wanted all along. And no matter how much pain and anguish I feel or will feel, nothing will ever change the way I feel about the rightness of it all. I know it.
In the meantime, I will celebrate his life while I work on healing my own.